On Your Mind

that I let my friend down so fükkin' much... now I'm gonna sound very emo and shit but I just don't care right now.. gotta get it out of my head.. here's the story..
she feels like crap.. her parents do drugs and you know all that shit..
one day she feelt really bad and.. she told me that she were goin' to jump infront of a train that same day.. she didn't.. then I accidently sad that to my teacher when she asked me how my friend was feeling.. my teacher called SOC and they called my friend.. she don't trust at me enymore.. but I didn't know what to do! everyone of my friends are broken at the inside and me to.. It's so hard to keep everything inside... All this shit are eating me from inside.. What the hell am I supposed to do?! help me someone... plz..

BlackNail wrote: that I let my friend down so fükkin' much... now I'm gonna sound very emo and shit but I just don't care right now.. gotta get it out of my head.. here's the story..
she feels like crap.. her parents do drugs and you know all that shit..
one day she feelt really bad and.. she told me that she were goin' to jump infront of a train that same day.. she didn't.. then I accidently sad that to my teacher when she asked me how my friend was feeling.. my teacher called SOC and they called my friend.. she don't trust at me enymore.. but I didn't know what to do! everyone of my friends are broken at the inside and me to.. It's so hard to keep everything inside... All this shit are eating me from inside.. What the hell am I supposed to do?! help me someone... plz..

Woahwoahwoahwoah... Add me if you want to. I don't know if I can help, but I'd like to try. I've been in kinda same situation. I don't have the energy to take this in english here

BlackNail wrote: that I let my friend down so fükkin' much... now I'm gonna sound very emo and shit but I just don't care right now.. gotta get it out of my head.. here's the story..
she feels like crap.. her parents do drugs and you know all that shit..
one day she feelt really bad and.. she told me that she were goin' to jump infront of a train that same day.. she didn't.. then I accidently sad that to my teacher when she asked me how my friend was feeling.. my teacher called SOC and they called my friend.. she don't trust at me enymore.. but I didn't know what to do! everyone of my friends are broken at the inside and me to.. It's so hard to keep everything inside... All this shit are eating me from inside.. What the hell am I supposed to do?! help me someone... plz..

That must be terrible, anybody doesn't have to keep that kind of things inside! I hope so much things will get better, I also hope much power for you and your friend to survive this.
I'm sorry that I'm not good to help people in such problems, but hopefully you'll get all that help you need!

Were here for you... Don't you worry you did the right thing. I'm sorry.

how am i gonna live through this evening??? first saturday in months that i don't go out partying, instead sitting here alone going crazy that feels just soo wrong...

I'm just so fuckin' bored and disappointed 'cos of people who talk bullshit behind other's back. And it's funny that I though those people would be cool guys, but no, they're just pitiful and selfish, they should take care of their own problems and don't interfere that what others are doing.

I think these people are just so disappointed to their own lifes so they have to gossip together about others' business.
They should fuck off...

Do you hate that kind of people?

I DO I DO I DO!!!!

that kinda pl should really have their own life..but maybe someday they will understand and we should not care about their talking..its not nice what they do no, but notging we couldnt handle i think..

i hate those people big times!!! in this small shitty town where i come from we have lots of them. first you think they are nice but later you find out they bitch about you. they really should mind their own business, but as already said before, their life is probably to pathetic to do something better. poor them but hey, those people are neither my nor your level i guess, haha

The only thing that you could do is think how much better you are then them. OR, Dont talk to them OR, Fukk them bitchezz!

thx Foby,Viveka,Izak_Acid and Glam-Metal94... feels nice to know that people care.. everything worked out alright.. She's not mad at me enymore..
Hugz

BlackNail wrote: thx Foby,Viveka,Izak_Acid and Glam-Metal94... feels nice to know that people care.. everything worked out alright.. She's not mad at me enymore..
Hugz

Great. I'm happy for you!

The drummer of Green Day.. he's funny.

Halloween tomorrow my fave holiday! Being a devil.. What about you guys?

Thinking about my poor little dog on the plane now on his way to his new owner abroad...

it will be alright waspie

what horror movies am I gonna rent for tonite??

Pinkblackzero wrote: it will be alright waspie

Yeah, he's alright

Talked to the new owner and everything is fine. He's home with her now safe and sound

Glam-Metal94 wrote: Halloween tomorrow my fave holiday! Being a devil.. What about you guys?

I'm dressing up as a dead doll, with, like, white powder, black clothes and bleeding scars on the neck...

Wonder when I will get the kittens

I'm thinking about the tragedy that happened in Tuusula today. Here in Finland media has talked only about this.
At noon in local time, one student started shooting people with a gun in classroom. He killed 8 people; 2 girls, 5 boys and the principal of school. That's so horrible, I can't understand how somebody can do something like this... Killer also shooted himself, he's in hospital and he's prediction isn't good 'cos he's braindead. Maybe he'll pass away soon.
He must be insane, no one can't shoot innocent people if is not insane!

well I have to agree with you Viveka, he must have been out of his mind of something! That reminds me of a case in the USA and a movie we saw around the whole thing

shit wtf... IN FINLAND. Nothing ever happens here-

Viveka wrote: I'm thinking about the tragedy that happened in Tuusula today. Here in Finland media has talked only about this.
At noon in local time, one student started shooting people with a gun in classroom. He killed 8 people; 2 girls, 5 boys and the principal of school. That's so horrible, I can't understand how somebody can do something like this... Killer also shooted himself, he's in hospital and he's prediction isn't good 'cos he's braindead. Maybe he'll pass away soon.
He must be insane, no one can't shoot innocent people if is not insane!

I agree
In France media talked about that, it's horrible
I can't understand too
Before it was in the USA (im sorry for these innocent students) and now it's in Europe
I worry.....

Yea in the USA, the shooting was at some college.. It was a realli sad day. More then 60 (or something like that) students died.

I feel so sick bout this...I feel like throwing up. Really shocked and just dont know what to think. Never felt like this before