I was laying sleepless the other night, thinking about my life and about me – what I am and what I want to be.
I realized that on some levels, I’m still holding back. I’m not holding back reaching for my goals, not at all, that struggle is always constant, but sometimes I’m holding back myself and my personality. I really need to work on this.
I actually love to blog because I enjoy communicating with you, my friends. But recently I’ve been blocked by other crap. I’ve really been in a sort of mental mess lately – but I’m on my way out of it and there are changes going on!
One of those changes is that from now on you can follow my everyday life on this new blog page Martin came up with the other day. Nice work huh 
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Yesterday I managed to move the office outside. Here’s me, with my laptop in front of me and speakers on the ground, writing e-mails, making phone calls and trying to upgrade our forum .
I hope you’ll enjoy the silly little things I’m gonna write. I’ll certainly enjoy your company. And as always, feedback & suggestions on what you wanna see around here is always highly appreciated – I truly enjoy reading your comments.
Greetingz,
//LONDON
Yeah! Don't be afraid to go in depth with things (philosopich stuff aswell), that's really the most interesting.
Haha, a few inner secrets might definately be revealed from time to time, no worries there
//LONDON
(gillar att ni dragit in aftonbladet kommentargrej med, toppkommentator å allt är man! haha.)
I am a fairly new fan of Crashdiet. I am from the USA. One night I got tired of listening to the same old stuff on youtube so I looked over to the side to see what it suggested I might like. The first one was Negative….loved it. Then Reckless Love, meh it was pretty good, reminded me of Poison back in the 80′s. Then I found Crashdiet. Comparing you guys to Reckless Love, you guys have so much more talent than they do. I cant compare you to Negative because its a completely different type of music. Sleaze and emotional rock while people can like both shouldnt be compared. I will compare you Vains of Jenna who I was lucky enough to see in 2007 while Lizzy was still with them. Lizzys energy on stage would be hard to match, so I would like to see Simon on stage. I hope one day I get a chance to see you all………music here in the USA just sucks. Ultimate tour for me would be you guys and Negative!!! I shouldnt play favorites but Eric and Martin are my favs. I am 35 years old but when it comes to music I am still a teenager. I will never grow out of loving music. I write lyrics, but have no talent for instruments. I am trying to find someone that will write the melody parts. A friend and I have a plan to move out to LA next year. Gonna give it a shot, scared to death though. I have taken up enough of your time. I hope you read this and I would love to write to you more often.
haha, Anton wants to know aaaall your secrets
no seriously, it's lovely you're so open with us! all the best
En förebild som alltid!
ser fram emot att följa bloggen igen!
It's going to be good to hear what's going on over there
Have a lovely day!
Jag ska också läsa din blogg
Aaaaah, it’s really good to see you back here on the nifty new blog. Love what Sweetz did to the home page too. He better blog too now and then, the lazy bugger *G*
I missed that everday madness around here alot so I’m a happy bunny. Be prepared for lots of stupid and snarky comments as usual
I’m sure we’ll have some fun *rubs hands*
I’m not normally one to follow blogs, cos mainly I think the people who write them just want to talk about themselves. This blog is an exception
Chatter away! xXx
Hi Pete
Glad to see you writing in here. Sometimes you guys vanish and we miss you so freaking bad.
Little changes have to be done and it’s good not only for the others, but for yourself . We are constantly looking for happiness and sometimes we have to take what hinders us and appreciate what really makes us stronger. It’s not easy at all, but in the end we see that was the right thing to do. Just follow you heart and go for it. Post everything in here for us to see and be inspired.
See you next <3
Paula Quissack
You are adorable Peter, seriously!!
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Thank you for your kindness
Hugs
I know the feeling of being messed up with yourself, but don't worry it happens to all of us from time to time. You just gotta hang on tight and look for the things that make you happy. Peter, you should know that I and a lot of other fans and friends, are there to catch you whenever you head to fall. We're never going to let you down. I'm really glad that you want to talk about this to us. I can really appreciate that
Hey you
sending you a great big hug from England as I think you deserve it! Some people choose to keep their fears/demons as pets and nurture them – other's: like yourself find the courage to begin to deal with them. I know how that feels, I'm still in the process of trying to deal with feelings from the sudden departure of a loved one, even 8 years later – at times I'm a mess. I wonder what they would make of my life also at times. You aren't alone in such feelings. You are one amazing human-being Mr London, with great strength even though you may not think you have at times, to put what you have for all to see and to begin to open yourself up, is proof of that strength.
Hey you
sending you a great big hug from England as I think you deserve it! Some people choose to keep their fears/demons as pets and nurture them – other's: like yourself find the courage to begin to deal with them. I know how that feels, I'm still in the process of trying to deal with feelings from the sudden departure of a loved one, even 8 years later – at times I'm a mess. I wonder what they would make of my life also at times. You aren't alone in such feelings. You are one amazing human-being Mr London, with great strength even though you may not think you have at times, to put what you have for all to see and to begin to open yourself up, is proof of that strength. All of us have a journey that we have to walk at some point and only you can do it, but just remember your family, friends close and far, with be supporting you all the way. Don't be afraid to stumble, because we've got you, we will help you up and brush you down and we're right with you, but we'd need to get through your 3 best friends first 
xx.
I just wanted to tell you, or to all of you that your music keeps me alive. I have all of your cd.
I have experienced more than many other 29 years old will experience during their lifetime bad things.
However, I live for music, music is life … often I write about song lyrics, especially when I feel lonely.
I’ll probably live my whole life alone (because no one understands me. If I like music and I dress differently than the others so I’m at a different value? ..), but even if it sometimes I cry so the music always cheer up, and now I look forward to because I have ordered products from you
I want to drink your morning coffee from a cup Crashdiet <3
Hug and kisses Supzu
Ps: sorry for my bad english … I do not sleep at all last night again so I can not even think about spelling now
Hey Peter! I love the idea of this blog and I'll certainly check it out often since in my opinion you're a very interesting personality – from what I can tell. Only the fact that you're thinking about those questions of life and of being who you want to be shows that you're a lot closer to reaching all these goals than lots of others will ever be – the thinking and reflecting individual has clear advantages
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I'm hoping for a lot of updates (and for pictures of your cats, they're lovely), good luck for the show on Friday, I can't wait to see all of you again!
Peter u guyz need 2 come 2 the U.S. especially the east coast i feel like it would be a huge deal for u and the fanz and dude i feel the same exact way every night!!! Ur my hero bro!! i really hope we can meet one day we would have a really intelligent conversation i just know it!!! ‘Till then feel better bro i know u miss Dave and you’re never alone with theze feelingz all rokk n’ rollerz and myself alike r completely on ur side!!! rokk n roll 4ever!!!
Peter, I hope you are feeling a little better already. Those times when you feel that your whole world is tearing apart are always heavy. But sometimes things just need to be torn apart so that new things can be built for a better, improved world. The last 3 years have been exceptionally shitty for me and I often wondered “WHY”. But somewhen I became like “What the f*ck” and dared to just DO certain changes I have been afraid of first. Know when I had this moment? Alone in the woods, full moon, playing “Heaven’s hung in black” by WASP. That was like the lowest I could get. One year after, I’m so thankful for this time when my whole life went to pieces because I’ve finally had the guts to build something…….waaaay better
Hugs from Austria (still waiting for ya to play here again, with some fresh Underberg
You are a wise person for sure
. Thanks for your encouring words! //LONDON